"The suffer of my friends is an endless story when it comes to my occasional clumsiness, but my suffer with making everyone happy has opened a non pleasant chapter in my life, I felt I had to make everyone around me happy, some times still feels so, I just couldn’t deal with someone’s disappointment, it would just mess up with my mood and makes me think for days on how to please them, it became an obsession and that became over bearing. In a busy life you can’t afford not to have your social life on one plate, and I wanted everyone in my life to feel special, that they have their own time with me, and not share it with 4 or 5 other people. But in a certain point of your life you have to do that, and things will develop to a better stage in the future to come. I jeopardized many of my friendship over the tries of making everyone happy, it was self-destructing and still is to a certain amount. I learned from a friend that the most important thing is to be happy first, to be myself and to be honest with everything around me, and people who love me will stick around regarding of what my mistakes are. That what good friendship taught me." Kal says